I am finally moved and begin my new job tomorrow. I have time now on my hands as I am officially graduated. Had to fight my college for my degree but it’s all settled now. I still have to unpack some boxes but I’m almost done! It’s interesting how much life can change in the... Continue Reading →
Your beautiful madness! Has me held captive In the way, I never knew madness before. Your beautiful madness! Causes my heart to rise And fall with every second I gaze into your soulless eyes. Your beautiful madness! Devours my light And wraps around the shadows Of your frenzy. Your beautiful madness! denies and breaks the... Continue Reading →
My depression tries to swallow me whole, Keeping me in the darkness, Even when I see the morning sun. I try to fight the darkness! By catching rays of light, In the palms of my hands. No matter how many lights I touch or try to hold, The darkness still wins. Finding a reason to... Continue Reading →
Rain splatters on me Dripping their melancholy Onto my dry skin.
In life, we come to an impasse, But we must climb over it To move onward, and look beyond The darkness that envelops us. Burst forth like the sunshine, And find a way through The shows that try to devour Me and you. Fight for the life you want, Do not hesitate to move And... Continue Reading →
Morning sun greets me while the clouds roam freely Passerbys up high.
The world gazes at me through different colored lens, s sometimes it's rosey, sometimes it's grim. But the world I stare at has some hope has some melancholy but it is the world I see. Your world is different mine is different too, but we live together through and through. We live together on the... Continue Reading →
Sometimes I wonder why I even bother at all. Sometimes I just want to scream and throw everything, break it into pieces. Sometimes, for once I would just like someone to give an actual damn about me. I’m human. I’m not invincible. I’m vulnerable. I’m a person who suffers depression but hides it. No more.... Continue Reading →
Sometimes I feel life is tears. Tears of happiness. Rare. Tears of sadness. Plenty. Tears of many things. Universal. But most of all I feel that tears, take up most of my time. Even when I don’t want to cry But cannot help the liquid gushing from the heart and dripping onto the floor.